The thing about addiction is, it never ends well. Because eventually, whatever it was that was getting us high stops feeling good, and starts to hurt. Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you’ve hit rock bottom. But how do you know when you’re there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us …sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.
You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the person that you love.